2018-07-17

#Lost, #Alone, #Weak, #Broken, #Sad, #Aggravated and #Anxious. Life with #Bipolar and #Mentalillness is hell. That hell gets hotter, when all you can do, all you want to do. Is out of reach. #Hope pretty much disappears. At least I am breathing, I guess that is something. If you enjoy our work, we would love …

Manic Blur

Manic Blur, living with #bipolar is both a curse and a blessing. It all depends on what time of day and what side comes alive at any given moment. Gear Used, Olympus OM-D E-M5, M.Zuiko Digital 1.4x Telecoverter MC-14, Metabone N/F-M43mount Nikon Nikkor 35mm 1:2.8 If you enjoy our work, we would love for you …

Reach

When we reach, what are we reaching for? Some reach for wealth and riches, some reach for health, some reach for help, other reach because that is all they can do. There is no right way to reach, and there is no wrong way either. You have to be strong enough to be bold and …

I am So FUCKED

I am So FUCKED and on a scale of 1-10 my #Anxiety is at 100 right now. You could help by supporting my vision either by donation or purchasing some of my works. To donate https://paypal.me/woctxphotog  and to buy my works https://1-philipa-swiderskijr.pixels.com        Share This

BiPolar

PLEASE< I am in desperate need of your help. Between hardware failures, needing clothing and food along with rent. Please can you help me today? Please visit http://blogs.2ndshot.photos/my_vision and Please support today, anything can and will help. I am in real need ASAP. Please Help Me. No Really, I am not asking for the sake …

Go Home

I am seeking to make Aliyah, so that I may be closer to God. To continue my growth in Spirit. To find peace, and to spread the word of God. To live as Jesus lived. To make the best of my time on earth by serving the one true God, in the land He set …

What never was, but a storm of mind.

Emptiness fills the voids, Pain is the only emotion, Loneliness is the reality. Void of compassion, Void of love, Void of understanding. Blind to the experience, Blind to the reality, Blind to the existence. As the waters pour in, As the winds blow, As the body dies. You do not know me, You do not …

Life

From birth to death, humans make mistakes. We take strides forward, we take turns that cause us to fall backwards. Sometimes we make mistakes along the way. But for the most part, we are good people. Yet society finds away, like a bully in school. Too pick on and torment those that have stumbled a …

Here is the final result of how I felt, and how I saw this man.

Sitting alone in the dark, a rainy Texas night in October. Reflecting upon the day spent wandering Dallas. Looking for something, yet finding nothing. Pointing my camera around in hopes to capture something extraordinary. Left feeling creative with out cause. The rain hiding my tears of pain. The pain of my life and that life …